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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
1:45 pm
..uh.. no I didn't fall off the face of the earth.. If anyone wonders -can't remember if I posted anything about it- I,m now redoing my third year, at Fudoumine.
...and I got some sort of impromptu haircut? You wouldn't believe the idiots dwelling there.

...at least my head feels uh.. lighter? Awfully different, but I.. guess I,ll get used to it. It'll grow back.
1:43 pm
..uh.. no I didn't fall off the face of the earth.. If anyone wonders -can't remember if I posted anything about it- I,m now redoing my third year, at Fudoumine.
...and I got some sort of impromptu haircut? You wouldn't believe the idiots dwelling there.

...at least my head feels uh.. lighter? Awfully different, but I.. guess I,ll get used to it. It'll grow back.
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
6:09 am
There is something that should be said about hot springs.

I found heaven. I can't remember when but I -must- have died or something.

When I talked to kasan about going to Fudoumine to do my 3rd year all over again, she held onto me and didn't let go for hours. Until tousan came home.
Then she bawled onto him and... well....

This place is crazy, but... sometimes really really nice.
Friday, August 13th, 2004
10:23 am
why in heck do they make potassium pills so large? I almost choked to death trying to take one.
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
11:35 pm
m'back home.

...in fact I came back yesterday.. but.. kasan literally threw me in the bath and I fell asleep there.
..and today.. well.. today she didn't let go of me for a minute... and she cut my hair's tips... gotta admit they were horribly split and broken.

...it does... feel good, to at least be at home.

To everyone who has seen me or heard me this past.. uh... 2 months:
Thanks.. and... sorry for just being a load of trouble.

I think I know what to do now.....
I,ll try to go back to school.. Not sure if I,ll be able to graduate.. but I,ll try first.. then see.. and just let the waves toss me around a while.
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
10:20 am
gonna go home... soon....
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
12:16 am
....anyone still gives a shit about me out there?

kinda wondered. all of a sudden.
Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
5:59 pm
..ah.. darn.. not enough money to pay for cellphone..

I guess it'll have to stay down this month.. maybe.. finding a real job'd be good...

..not even a graduate.. what kinda money am I gonna get?
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
6:35 pm
...whoa... worked a lot today, somehow.... but it was kinda fun. had to plant stuff in the park near here. There's going to be a lot of flowers.

Rena-chan told me I,d look cool as a doorman.
...wha? That's a job? No way people are paid to open doors...
Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
10:47 pm
....a while's passed... still no clue where I'm going... still feeling lost.
Monday, May 24th, 2004
10:00 pm
..m'tired.. close to lights out... want somen.....
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
6:44 pm
Still alive, yeah.. nothing really that new to report.. well.. except a few new pieces of clothing.

...and the joy of cheap and good somen noodles.
Sunday, May 16th, 2004
12:24 pm
....nothing new under the sun... except I aven't slept all night.. was sick instead.. got a stupid headache, my throat feels awful.. some think maybe I'm allergic to a type of plant I handled while doing this gardening thing.

Saw the doc, and he said it's a virus that's goin' around.. was finally able to sleep after taking the meds... They gave me tomorrow off to rest.... that's nice.. and Hiro-kun said he'd make me the greatest miso soup ever in the morning.

..I feel.. lost still.. but... I feel better overall.
Saturday, May 15th, 2004
11:50 am
....school doesn't seem to care about me missing... either mom told em not to expect me, or they could hardly care less about a guy like me.

I should find something I like... I should find... a place where I am wanted....
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
3:29 pm
...yeah.. got some time online so I can actually try to explain stuff.

I don't really kow what to say though... guess I,ll go at random...

I'm at some sort of uh.. youth crash pad or something.. still in Tokyo..Yeah. Still ther.. They told me I could stay for free if I did comunity work thing... so I go and do stuff outside and sort of pay the rent.. can't really get a real job like the older ones here.

Called mom and dad... argued a lot... mom was bawling for a half-hour but she finally stopped.. I think they understand.... Dad was less angry.. even said he'd bring me stuff, but... I'll be okay.. at least speaking of outside needs, for now.

I think the problem is I don't feel needed..... or useful at all.
Yeah sure there's tennis... but.. I don't enjoy it like I did.. It's not enough for a tie...
I'm still lost... but the people here understand this stuff... they're awfully supportive... because some of them have it even worse.

Anyway.. not much else to say....
..Everyone pitched in and gave me 1500 yen... I guess I'll go see if I can buy some clothes. I can let Hiro-kun have his things back, at least...

so... yeah.. later all.
Monday, May 3rd, 2004
6:33 am
...oh.. still not at school today.

Not in Chiba, even.....

...and if mom's spamming phone calls reached anyone, tell her I'm okay. I don't hate her or dad.

I just hate this.
Friday, April 30th, 2004
4:05 pm
.........


......


...okay.............

.........so..... I guess today was really crappy too.

Just like last week.


Nothing's exciting anymore.

Nothing at all.



This sucks.
Thursday, April 29th, 2004
7:57 pm
not gonna be at school tomorrow
Sunday, April 25th, 2004
9:07 am

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Friday, April 23rd, 2004
11:37 pm
...parents are out tonight... been alone for a long time...

..should sleep.. but.. I'm scared.....

I don't know why... I just.. know I am......
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